eID mUbaRrak!! =(

1 syawal olredy??? OMG!!
why don't i feel like celebrating it today??? it just felt sumthing's differrent...sumthing is lacking..
but what is it???
there's just no enthusiastic or that excitement of celebrating the rye tis year...
the pelita has olready been put out, family arrived home dy, new clothes tried on dy, what else???
y eh still no feelings??????

hmmmmm i think i have to journey back a bit...
if i were to look back during  my ramadhan month i think i know why... 
i think it's true that the excitement of celebrating eid mubarrak is the celebrating upon the winning of the the war spiritually within ourself.. it's the satisfaction of gaining and upgrading our iman during the ramadhan that gives the full satisfaction during the eid mubarrak...
it's not only the matter of new clothes, shoes, rye cookies or duit rye... those are just the other part of it...
i guess it was my fault for not taking the advantages of the holy month...that's what makes me feel this way... =(
there got a lesson to learn!! better learn that nothing rite??...
hope that having to lose sumthing make me think and yet still cn gain sumthing from it..so that it's not a complete waste...